стехи. осторожно! депрессивные)I found myself drowned in loneliness
Left 1on1 with my internal agony
It seems that i just carry an impress
Of being what I never was able to be
Lots of mistakes and regret
I keep to be so unexpirienced
No matter how many i tried before that
I was and remain so unskilled
Is it my guilt?
I don't know
I lost all that was able to loose
Seeking way out of my psychical jail
So often I think about a noose
With heavy heart covered with chains
I feel in my soul small cold nails
Floating within my sick veins
It brings pain but who matters -
The pain became so usual to me
I still do have much power inside
But what's going then?
Something is eating me hard from inside
Seems that i'll not survive once again
I cry I pray I don't know how to put that
Give me one more chance, please!
I will do my best to detect it, I promise
As far as I have any skill...
I do need it so much...please...